It's been a while...

Ive been following blogs from a few active female Singaporean celeb bloggers of late and they have inspired me to lift my lazy fingers to blog again.

Partly also due to the fact that Ive had a great night out with a few dear friends of mine to celebrate on my birthday eve. As usual, Ive had too much food and therefore too energetic to sleep.

As I laid on bed being too conscious about the new RM100-pillow I just conquered (aka purchased) wondering whether it will give me a good night sleep, at the same time, my mind was restless (in a good way) as an after effect of the repercussion from the first chapter of a book I was reading before calling it a night.

I was too inspired to sleep. I was in awe because how could an elite scientist could be thinking exactly what I believed and wanted to preach all these while and managed to get all research done, with strong support from authorities, concrete evidence sampling from many countries, write with simple English, with a passion to benefits all beings and subsequently published? and landed on my hands?? I mean, truth is usually NOT ACCEPTABLE in any account by the majority or any administration in power, be it health authority, publisher etc! He managed it all and got respected! All the reason why I should get my Phd now!

Moment like this is (awe-inspiring) hard to come by. It used to happen a lot while I was a student, esp. while in art school. I was always awe-inspired by things as insignificant as the movement of an insect or whiteness of a blank wall and thought they thought they same as me... weird eh? I would be so inspired and head filled with creativities and ideas that I had to jot down everything and start making art doggedly lest they will go away.

I will reveal more of this book in later posts.

For now, I just thought it'd be a great idea to start blogging again by commemorating the tough and unforgettable 2009 that is (major reason I was not blogging).

May you R.I.P and leave me alone.

Uniquely 2009

1. Barack Obama's presidency (we thought he won't make it pass 1st day)
2. Michael Jackson's death (no more great hits)
3. Tiger Wood's shocking sex life revelation (another proof that getting married early is not a good idea)
4. Britney Spear's come back (when we all thought she's a goner)
5. Adam Lambert sang Mad World (most divine entertaining moment televised in my opinion and almost bordering evil)
6. Malaysian Prime Minister pronounced "1Malaysia" vision (yet to see any sincerity and progress in abolishing biased policies against non-muslims). The problem is not races, it's religion!
7. Another level of bonding with my siblings (both deteriorated and elevated)
8. I learned to view from a parent's point of view (tried to be a better daughter)
9. I learned to not speak when in anxiety and anger (so that I won't regret later)
10. Discovered and fell in love with Zee Avi's music (very happy abt this)
11. Pavillion elevated as the no.1 hotspot in Golden Triangle making the area more happening
12. I enjoyed and sampled so many good food from good restaurants
13. Facebook eats up my life
14. I spent three quarter of 2009 in Bangkok imprisoned in 4-5 star hotel rooms and come to understand what "bird in a golden cage" means
15. I watched around 10 high quality porns (for work, OK!?)
16. Because of 14) I gained 5-6 freaking KGs
17. Met up with friends I haven't seen in years (and felt good)
18. Being misunderstood and defamed by my people I hold dear most
19. Realised that it is possible for one to meditate continuously for more than 2 years
20. By observing others, realised the danger of a pre-fixed mind possessed by those who BELIEVE what they know instead of what they come to know and how this can destroy ones life
21. Realised and been through that there really is only 8 kinds of sufferings in the world:
• the 4 inevitables in human life (pain of birth, aging, sickness & death)
• the stress and hardship of not getting what one seeks
• the pain of parting with your loved ones
• the anxiety being brought about by the 5 skandhah (material, feelings from the 5 senses, thoughts, actions, habits --- because the world is ever changing)
• the aguish of meeting those that we do not like
22. Found my swagger in fashion
23. Bravely eliminated Taboos and lead a SENSIBLE and fearless life without all the nonsense
24. Realised how dangerous and deadly a JEALOUS, GREEDY & LOWLY EDUCATED fat woman can be (for she learnt all tricks from chinese dramas)
25. By observing others, realised how true is "祸从口出，病从口入" and will remind myself time and again abt this and guard my mouth as a SACRED temple for the rest of my life
26. Do not EVER believe in SWEET WORDS or offering of HEAVENLY enrollment because they say "You are the special one"

2010's Resolution

1. BE HAPPY
2. to lose 3 KGs (find a decent boyfriend, blog more etc)
3. hire more people, esp for 'adult' department
4. visit Chris in Melbourne
5. spend CNY in the UK
6. complete another hotel project
7. realise listing the new company on stock exchange
8. after 7. can hire a driver
9. finish at least 5 medicine books
10. hang out more with friends in CHEAPER restaurants
11. cut down on facebooking
12. sort out my massive wardrobe
13. compose at least 1 song with my guitar
14. remember at least 2 birthdays complete with presents